artificus

yeah, little update on that. I had a surgery on my back last year, life looks brighter since then. Looking at my last post I got to admit that I was in a daaark place. It messes with your head when you are unable to pick up and care for your own baby. ANYWAY. Part 3 of my novel series is in the making. I hope to finish it until april 2023. In the meantime I had a guest appearance in the Postcast "Stranger than FanFiction", which talks about old MtR fanficitons. You can listen to episode 29 here. Since some

fuck this year.

it had some pros and cons. so let's see.

+ i got married before covid was a thing outside of china.

+ pregnancy and birth of a cute baby girl

- i broke my nose

- lock down

- my boss got fired and i don't know wether i will still have a job next year

- i got a slipped disc during birth (01.10.) and I'm still in consant pain.

soooo, i'm writing this because i'm downing in self pity. i only see the negative things right now.

i have the cutest baby, but I'm unable to pick her up, carry or cuddle her. it only works right now, because my health insurance covers for my husband staying at home for 2 more months (until end of january). he does everything right now.

everybody tells me to be patient, but how can i keep up a good mood, when the pain gets worse instead of better.

i do all the excercises, like the doctors said, but the pain gets worse.

any of you has experience with a slipped disc? maybe you have some words of comfort ...

Woah guys, what a year!

First I broke my nose, then I married and appearantly I was pregnant during all of that :XD:

And now there's this corona shut down. I practice strict social distancing, ya know, beeing pregnant and all.

Aside from that things are great! The second book of my novel series will be published within the next weeks. yoink!

How are you doing? How do you cope with corona?